music

for as long as i can remember music has been a big part of my life. i don't want to just be a listener i want to be a part of music. i want to be able express my feelings through music. i just don;t know how yet. sometimes i feel like music is what gets me through the day and alot of times the music i am listening to expresses how i am feeling that day. many people have told me that i seem emo. which i never really believed untill now. lately i have been depressed all of the time and i have been writing really depressing poetry. i feel like my life is spiraling out of control. i feel like i am slowlypushing people away from me and i don;t even know it! some of my closest friends and i have been growing apart and i don;t know what to do! i need them in my life! i nee them at all times. my life will stop when they are gone. i can't please my parents and i am growing apart from my friends. fml!

SONGS OF THE DAY:

1. breathe me - sia
2. i can't name you - man with robot hands
3. losing it - never shout never
4. dakota - a rocket to the moon

sitting here being super bored

so today is horrible.
my good friend told me that he is moving on Wednesday, that made me really depressed.
i never realized why people got so upset when other people moved but now i know.
i am so bored sitting in the library.
i just got out of lunch and i am having no un at all.
there is no point to this blog.
so i am gunna go!
:D

life as we know it!

so life... it kind of sucks!
no matter how much you want something, somehow it doesn't work out!
but now that i am done being depressing as fuck... lets get started!
ok so school has been going okay i guess.
wohoo! i get to go back to sion next quater!
:D
so lately i have been looking for new music... which leads me to this:
NEW BANDS

• Synthetic season
• valencia
• family force five
• forever the sickest kids
• the starting line
• playradioplay!
• my favorite highway
• between the trees
• abandon kansas
• Tj petracca
• millionares!
• to be juliets secret
• the maine

so i am a youtube fanatic!
so here are some awesome youtube accounts:

YOUTUBE ACCOUNTS

• livelavalive
• shanedawsontv
• swiftkaratechop
• amazingphill
• mydearjuliet

so what did we learn today...?

LESSON:
babies taste good on sandwiches!
and these bands/youtube accounts are awesome and youshould look them up!

peace and love
-Bailey Park

5 4 3 2 1...2009!

HAPPY NEW YEARS!
i am so glad to see 2008 go. it was a bad year for me! so much school drama and i was ready to restart!
my new years resolution is... well i am not really sure yet!
i know that this year will come with its hardships but i will get through it. time for me to step up to the plate! time for me to grow up and become the person i am suppose to be! i am ready for more highschool and more good times and bad times!
i don't know about you guys but i am looking foward to the new year for love also. we all want it, but when will it ever come? i mean, i wsh it would hurry up!
so this just in... metro station stunk it up on mtv news years miley cyrus party! i love them to death but trace was scarimg me! bad owfit choice. mason was ok and the rest no one got to see. their front men were taking the spot light! the academy is was good and so was all time low. but why was the ruddolf, or what ever his name is, there? he is just creepy!


SONG OF THE DAY:
heartbeat by stereo skyline
&
party like it's 1999 by prince

when life give you lemons...

today, what happened today?
well i woke up and...
wait what am i doing?
you guys don't want a play by play of my day.
anyways so i am so read for the new year!
i am going to a party with some grade school friends for new years eve and it's not going to be so much fun...
they are the ones that i don't really like but i have no other choice.
anyways i just wanted to wish you guys a happy new year!


SONG OF THE DAY:
dare 4 distance by never shout never

christmas!

yay! yesterday was christmas! i got some good stuff!
new ipod and clothes and a wii
it was quite boring though... i had to hang out with my family :(
but whatever.
today is going good so far.


SONG OF THE DAY:
lollipop luxury by jeffree star